Controversion

I want to be it all. Rugged and penniless, pristine and secure. I need to see it all and crawl in a cave. I hold the earth dear and close, I get lost in depths never known to man. I settle restlessly. I abuse and nurture. I welcome, I repel. I forget what I've learned. I suppose it's talent, being so pliable. Then I thought I was talentless.

To do

I feel that a lot can be done about it. I hate drastic. I hate that I love drastic. I admire those so versatile. I fuck up every night. I so easily can fuck up anything not even willing. I can snap your neck with a fraction of a thought. I try not to...