13 pairs of eyes

I set out on a quest as a challenge to make myself less uncomfortable and it's not working.
My problem is I feel way too much and act very little in reflection, being something much harder for my brain to live with over many others... forgive my ego, I am very self aware. Just awed and concerned. Maybe subconscious discipline maybe nothing outside of stubbornness, either are getting very fucking repetitive. Allow my belief in myself to take action.